I just read through my journals..
I thought there were more than that.
and I didn't notice what a depressing little fuck I sound like over the internet.

I should stop writing up my feelings on this site.
not only is it a stupid thing to let you guys into my personal crap, but it also means you get brought down with me and I don't want that.
believe me, I know how it feels.

^ bleh, the worst thing ANYONE wants to hear.

So this is my journal just to say that whenever I rant on about crap things.
Please just ignore me.
I'd rather people didn't listen to me because its just struck me how stupid and petty they all are.

Sooo yeah.
I'm gonna try and make this sound a little better.
Since that crappy ole' rant on wednesday I'm pretty much sorted.

And I'd love to apologise HUGEEELYYY to my boyfriend who had to read it >.<
I'm majorly sorry. Seriously.

So.. I'm gonna make a new start, and stop ranting about my problems because my journal is starting to look like my biography.
Just a *tad* more overly-emotional.